If You didn't want my heart have the love of some else's too
Why did You put it there then first?
If You didn't want my soul case enjoy someone else's closeness
Why did You let all those people abuse it then first?
If You wanted me to wish for death day and night non-stop
Why did You put me in this fucking world then first?
If You wanted to make sure I understand Your endless torture in hell is real
Why did You deprived me of Your mercy so I end up here then first?
I'm grateful and I'm yearning for the death
I heard a passenger said
There are holes in our hearts
we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes
we've got holes but we carry on
but if I look at mine
There is only a collection of black holes instead of heart